And You Knock Me Down.

I give up.
I think I'm emotionally unstable.
I need a life.
I'm actually worrying about the future, I wonder what's gonna happen after I leave school.
Will I ever be the same?
And will I ever see my friends again?
Will I just make it out alive anyway?
For now, I wish I was a kid.
Cause if I was wrong, I wouldn't be blamed for my decisions cause I'm just a kid.
I need to wake up.
Do people really mean what they say?
I can't take living in this hypocrite life.
There, I've said it.

Human Nature

I can't even describe what I'm feeling right now! A few days ago, pissed and hurt! Now everything else except for being happy.
Saturday was mad pissed. One of my new year's resolution was to control my temper, obviously not working out. Monday was still pissed. Attempted to not talk to anyone. But I can't stay pissed forever right and there's no gain anyway. There was this one day where I was really touched by what you did, that you actually cared. It was really unexpected.

And for you, even though everyone's against you right now and you pissed everyone including me but you're still my friend and people make mistakes and I'm sure you didn't mean it. And I might not know whether all this while you were using me or anything but I'm gonna stay positve. And I wish you two were friends again. I'm NOT taking any sides, please. If you're mad at her or whatever, don't take it out on others.
And for the other you please think this through. Please don't do anything hasty.

There's always disagreements between everyone cause everyone wants to be told they're right. Well, that's just human nature.

2010

Well, it's 1/1/2010! So Happy 2010 y'all!! :D
2010 sounds nicer than 2009 right? HAHAHA!
Going to s'pore tomorrow!

My new year resolution?

1. Study hard and not be lazy

2. Stay happy always (:

3. Forgive & forget

4. Control my temper, seriously

5. Not to go online often :S

6. To not get distracted easily! Hahaha.

7. To appreciate everything and everyone, cause one's their gone there's no turning back :/

................and etc!

BAHAHAHA!

BTW, this is my 1st post for this yearrrr! DUH -.-

PMR, gosh. School is on Monday! THIS COMING MONDAY. Haih.

Gotta get use to waking up 6am in the mornings. How nice if school was just 1 hour of maybe

JUST 5 minutes?! HAHAH. BUT that would never happen. Haha!

Alrightyyy, gotta go sleep!

See ya later seaweeds! :D

The Wind Blows

I really need to control my temper.
I'm not looking forward to 2010, school and PMR but I do miss my friends a lot. And besides, I miss all the drama! Haha. Wonder what's gonna happen next year.
Life's too short so might as well enjoy it right?
Didn't go online and I didn't tweet as well..didn't feel like texting or talking to anyone.
Just feeling a little bit disturbed, annoyed, pissed...
I hate being used. Feeling really useless. It's always the same thing.
When will I ever get over it? :/

"i'll leave when the wind blows,
take a breath and there it goes,

i'll be outside of your window,

i'll pass by but i'll go slow,

i'll leave when the wind blows"

The Wind Blows - All American Rejects ♥

Robot

I find this picture cute! Heh. Holidays, I feel fat and lazy. Really.
Even my mum told me "you gained weight, you look fatter now..." -.-
For a person like me to gain weight, it's impossible. But taller, YES. HAHAHAHAHAH!
Sometimes, I wish I was a robot cause if I was one, I wouldn't get hurt or sad easily. Seems like a good way to go eyh? Ya know, I should stop caring and start forgetting but I know that's never possible cause I always end up caring. But this time, HECK YEAH I WON'T!
Gah. I kinda miss school, at least there it could take my mind off some things. Surrounded by friends, laughing hysterically at everything they do which I enjoy tyvm. HEHE. They surely know how to make my dayyyy well some.
NEXT YEAR = PMR WHICH = STRESS AND DETERMINATION TO STUDY AND DO WELL. BAHAHAHAHA!

I am just waiting for something exciting to happen and until then be happy :D That didn't make any sense...HAHA. I should be more like Spongebob Squarepants cause he's always happy and positive and he doesn't care about what other people thinks about him. Well, that made sense :P

AAR'S VERSION OF WOMANIZER IS SO CUTE. AND I LOVE AAR BUT YOU ALREADY KNEW THAT. HAHAH. TYSON RITTER <3

How great would it be if I lived and studied at s'pore. I would have and I could have but I decided to stay here and go to convent instead but I don't have any regrets except for the education system and etc. I went to convent because of rachel and now look at where she is?! Haha. It's not too late to go back there but it would be harder for me to get use to the syllabus there unless if I was there since Sec 1.

Oh well, 3 years more. Might as well make the best of it.

:O

I really am speechless. Everything just had to happen this week.
How am I gonna..........??!
So frustrating! This was so not asked for!
D: D: D: D: D:
I really am hoping for the besttttttttt.
Don't you hate it when everything is planned perfectly and everyone is happy!
But then sometimes something comes in the way and everything is ruined!


Yea, get my point now?
HATE IT. HATE. HATE. HATE. DISLIKE. DISLIKE.
What shall I do now?!
...............

omg

I still CAN'T believe what happened yesterday!!
I saw it! OMGGGG!
Everything happened too fast! OMG. Well, it seemed pretty fake when you told us
BUT WHEN I SAW OH MYYYY.
WOWOWOWOWWO.
I'M STILL NOT BUYIN' IT! BUT I SAW IT! GREAT -.-
ommmmmggggggg!
How am I gonna deal with it?!!?!
I am extremely shocked.


BTW, WOWP MOVIE WAS AWSOMEEEE! :D
And I thought that today was saturday and that on monday we had school! HAHA.
I've finally cracked. Well, good to know.
OMG.